rEjected dReameR

sigh! hrm wel today i went out wit fwens and it was the worste day of my bumming life! haha sigh! aiyahh newaise it goes like this....
 
that boi..haha he played me like a foool...like everyone else i ever fell for..! sigh! wel hrm today i saw him and he snobbed me off..and then i say him agen abt 2-4 hours later and we went for a walk/talk..and he sed that he likes another gal..sigh! wel that reali suKd...i thought that maybe sumthink could happen but i guess i was wrong! sigh......aiyah i feel like shiet..!! everytime i fall for someone i alwaise get fukd over and im reali sick of it now..and i feel like giving up on the whole boi thing...aiyahh..
i feel stOopid..coz it only been a short while and i fell too easy maybe?! but then ppl kept on telling me that he liked me and to hook in blablabla....and i thought that sumtink mite happen..but he didnt feel the same..and i got fukd over..once agen! fuknn bs..i hate bois! haha >.< aiyahh
and then ppl made me cry..i mean tear! i tried to keep em in lah...coz it was inda middle of town! haha and ppl would be like wtF!! sigh!..hrm but wen ppl say stuff like ...aww dun cry it will be ok..blablabla..i cry! haha it triggers it lahh...aiyahhhh bLEHH!!
 
yer today was pweddi bs..i was supposed to go to metros then didnt end up going..hrm then bummed all day and it was raining...hrm also got snobbed by lotsa ppl..and ...HIm..haha >.< aiyah that fukn made my day! aiyah life is fukn full of motherfukn fukd up fukn shiet! sigh! o wels, i guess that is life..wel my life at least..and it fukn sucks!!!!! aiyah feel like shiET!!! i wana cry agen!! ahaha o yer, today was hel crying weather...coz it was raining...and i felt like shiet..and after i heard i juz felt like lying in mai warm bed and cry and listen to the rain! haha stoopid me!!
 
lalala....sigh!! whuy isit that wenever i get close to a boi i get fukd over??!! it is soo annoying...the ones that i am actualli interested in and think that there might be sumtink...and wut do i get in return!?? siighh!! *rEjeCteD dreAmeR* >.< BlEhhh..
 
okok i need to get over it!..iwl be fine i tink..lukily he told me earlier yer..coz if i fell more i would be fukn ********************************************** i dunoo ! lOL bEeeEePP! swearing mai ass ofF! lol and i dun tink iwl be abl to typ and be in mai bed cryin or sum shiet ! hahaha o welss..life is like that!!
lallalala....im finEe! hrmmmmmm i guess me fall tooooo easi and i juz suK! ..
 
ok end of blog fo now.